Hello Tumblr and followers. I have no idea when I had a serious blogging session. It’s been a while. Anyways, the year is about to end. Lets ring up 2013 in a couple of hours. This year (2012), I’ve learned a lot. I can only remember starting the new year 2012 with family. As the years or should i say months gone by, I was blessed to start a job at the new 99 cent store only here in Delano. I thought working would be fun, but honestly there was no “FUN” in working. I’m blessed that i’m still working and its been since Feb/March when I first started working. How can i forget missing all the family functions due to work. It was sacrificing what I love the most. What i love the most was to be with famILY! How can i forget all the memories I had this year. I can say it was a very interesting year. From going to LA w/ my boyfriend (now ex-boyfriend), with my car w/ hella dents.. being responsible to pay the amount due to the accident. A lot has happened.. and the only thing I can remember is this break up that i’ve gone through. Along with me being in a relationship during this time of year which only lasted 2 and half years. The month of December was the worst month ever!! People say that this month is the month of giving and receiving . honestly… this month was not my month!! I don’t want to go into details. But I know what i want… and for next years (2013) I want to be strong and move on… (that will take time)
For the next coming year, I want to prove that I can continue w/ my education (as you can see hellal TYPOS and misspelled words). I want to prove that i can go back to school and put my life together without anyone one pushing me. I want to be successful and try to finish. YES, i said TRY!! I also want to be that strong girl i was couple of years ago, when i did not have anyone by my side. (i’m not saying it was a bad thing… but this is how i feel…) I don’t want to worry about anything nor make decisions for anyone else.
I always told myself… “TO MY FOLLOW MY HEART”…
that’s what i did.. i live with no regrets.. and always FAIL which made things a lesson to be learned. Don’t give your all to just one person, but prove that little things don’t matter, that in the near future maybe something big will happen. I always told myself everything will be okay, and not to worry… as of now “FOLLOW MY HEART” is not what i want to do as of now.. my heart still remains in pieces.. but eventually i’m getting up little by little to put what broke into pieces back to where it belongs.
I know he’ll never read this because he hates tumblr:
I WAS GOING TO TYPE SOMETHING UP. But i’ll just leave that little words of advice to myself.
Anyways.. cheers to 2012: family, friends, love, life, memories, bad memories, sad memories everything memories!! lets throw it all behind and start a new year… i’m doing my own thing now!